“I cried without seeing me”

Often the image deceives us, but behind money, recognition and success, there may be hidden problems that affect anyone. Former football player says this Andres Intesta In the book that collects your memory notes, The mind is also playingIn it he is long and lies It was the depression that passed.

His book (Espasa) is on sale on Wednesday, where he says that he experienced a severe depression chapter. It was when it started in 2009. “Suddenly you are starting to find bad. You don’t know the reason, but you feel bad. One day and even another. Not improvements, ”he says how he began to notice the symptoms.

“They make you a lot of clinical trials. And don’t mean to have a problem. You are not good. Don’t stop around that situation that you don’t know“, He explained, the lack of diagnosis worsened the problem:” That ignorance worsens with tension. ”

But the looks forced him, so he was a “double life”, personal, “dark” and the other … a lie. “When I was out of my house, it was as if I was lying to others. They know nothing. They don’t know. So, I avoided some of the circumstances I was embarrassing. “

The relief came personally: “Then, I climbed into the bathroom and cried. No one cried without seeing me.” Life still prepared a dock: The death of his friend Dani Jarkin.

“When they told me that I was frozen, I lived some horrible days because Dani was my friend for a long time. Everything rushed from there … Everything has been very dark“, He says in mind.

His two grip and his salvation are football and his wife. “Anna resurrected me, but she did it from the moment I met her. It was an arrow. I loved her. I was living a time when I was not sweet at the time, but Anna turned the illusion. It was fantastic to cross the way with her, ”says Andres Intesta. They got married in 2012.

Football just didn’t give up. “Never, even a day, it’s for several months, I said: ‘No, I don’t want to go to the train. I stay at home and point out. “” In his bad moments, he did not deny his game, which “contributed to a little light.”

It was, there was chemical treatment in the middle. “Perhaps I started to get too strong with the drugs, maybe more. Everything is suffering, but I think I would like to go to the train. It’s like a small and hidden victory for me.”